Releasing Love

I had a dream the other night. I was in a church similar to The Lion of Judah and like often times when some of us go there, we were up in front praying over people. So I began to lay my hands on an older woman.
(Now, I don't know about anybody else, but a lot of times when I pray for someone I feel like I must see some "thing" happen, and that the responsibility rests on me. So I then feel like I must either raise my voice or... just do something out of my fleshly ministering instead of spirit to spirit and allowing God to move. Please know that I am not saying raising your voice or looking sometimes crazy are wrong, just only with the wrong motives in prayer is when it becomes a problem.)
So I continued forward to pray for this woman and the exact moment I lay my hands on her she began to shake violently and in a side-to-side motion, until she lost ability to stand and she fell out and hit the ground, though quite gracefully considering the impulsive shaking she was undergoing. The point I am getting at is this: I did not do anything. I simply and in obedience just laid my hands on her shoulders and this happened. I don't believe even a prayer was released from me over her.

Now here is that part that really got me. I was praying behind her and in front of her was a being I would guess is God, or the Spirit of God standing just a little back, about ten feet from the woman. When I had laid hands on her I felt I saw the face of God just light up with such joy and happiness and He was looking to me. Then in my heart I heard His voice saying "I am so proud of my son, I love my son." He then breathed and released something of substance to the woman I had laid my hands on and when it had hit her she then began with the shaking. Like I said, nothing I had done had brought about this result. Only through my obedience that caused God to be so proud of me made it happen. Not that I earned His love through this or anything but the word of God says that if we obey God we will remain in His love and if we remain in Him, He will grant whatever we ask for according to His will. And I believe that the closer we get to God the knowledge of His will would become more known to us. So, it must be Him ministering through us all. We cannot do any more ministering in our flesh, which is just death. It must be Christ. He loves us and desires to infuse us and use us to show the world the love of God and be the ministers of Reconciliation to point souls to the father. So I urge us all to stop and let go of our agendas and take upon the will of God for our lives. I promise you, it will be much more fulfilling and worthwhile in the end. He Loves Us So Much!!! Don't reject it, Recieve it, be Changed and Transformed by it, Remain in it, and the RELEASE IT!!!!!!!!!!